You live... but do you exist?

The first poem I attempted to finish, and actually did. I usually don't like writing poetry. Err, I never write poetry. But I posted it on my new xanga, and instead of blog form, I kinda just felt like writing it in poem form. Criticize away! :)

I go to your myspace.
I check if you ever put up pictures of you and her together.
You never do, but still I check.
I scroll down to your top eight.
Her picture is the first one I see.
It saddens and angers me at the same time.
She's skinn… Continue

^ I say that with every inch of my body. This year was completely miserable. In fact, the past almost 2 1/2 years have been complete bullshit. Literally, I'll look back on those years and I won't smile at anything. Absolutely nothing. Of course, there were a couple days that were extremely fun, but you know what? Even those times I was having fun, I know I was faking it. I really don't know what's wrong with me, but I haven't taken anything to its fullest lately, and that's what life's supposed… Continue

Welllllllllll, here's my story..

Late in 2006, I began feeling more tired than usual.. and also going to the bathroom/drinking water more often. Of course, you all know those are the symptoms of Diabetes haha. But anyway.. this went on for 6 months.. since my parents and I only thought the weight loss was because how much I played basketball, and all the stress basketball, school, and everything else put on me. So we really thought nothing of it. Plus, at the time, I had an amazing boy

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